tell me how to kill it

TOXIC

Only now i got to really see

What being stupid really mean, what being in an unhealthy relationship turns people out to be

I

Am surrounded

With an environment where

People share stories of what their boys said or did instead of

Themself

People share stories of themself

Instead of

Daily discoveries

People shares stories of what was and were

Instead of might. Or can be. Or will. Or supposed to.

It’s uninteresting.

Really shallow

And shallow is no bit interesting.

Like why do they whisper murmur and get upset of something they didnt clearly say & settle?

It’s old,

And shouldve been casted off fast,

but it keeps being passed around like an undying tradition.

Not touching it doesnt mean you are excluded from the equation

Any

misplaced deed

would result you a backtalk

You have no idea of.

Nobody will hand you the whys, no telling, no beans

All you’ll ever face are angerssssssss

You cannot comprehend.

And no end will be contented.

How

Stupid

Is that

distilled

CUE

 

It’s another day,

And another rise today

Another 24 hours

With the same sun

And the same ground

And the same head

And the same grimace

And the same art of being.

For the first time in 3 years, i took caffeine willingly last night

Because all my roommates did and they told me to

(and i dont feel like topping it)

The taste lingered long after, annoying

I then remembered why i dont really drink coffee.

 

saltwater is not helping either.

YOUR BEING IS NOT HELPING EITHER.

 

People still afford getting near to oceans even when they know what it might cradle beneath its serene, deep abyss

There are monsters human never knew of

There are creatures only 10 years of science experience can predict

but some non-shark experienced sailors still manage to brick a gut

and overcome moody jaws

The same applies to the moment

you

reaching out into someone’s soul

you’ll need persistence

and constant bravery.

Your track can be calm or stormy

mapped or vague.

The end can be

Freakish

Gothic

Rewarding

Raw

anything.

Of course it’s not a matter of

how

it’s a matter of

what

and yet it’s often

a no-end.

So the point of your fight to attempt familiarizing someone’s core is a point you make for yourself.

It’s just that

touching the untoucheds should

never

be a business of proving anyone;

anything;

any point.

infatuation

cakep sekali. everything.


 
[cuts]

it's bizarre and clean and introvert-ish
i think the people of my kind are drown to this kind of trick, musing materials
i love the wits
and the details

personal interest, the background sound. b a gus triggers electrical pinch to the endless daydream pension of mine
i
am
attached

another vid of the series that is just as good
((((pay a close attention to the water fountain))))


part fav gw tetep tata suaranya. & wits. 
the fact that i am attached to a barely-20-sec video............................................
nge-quote the fox is black

 "Dee Shin’s video is beautifully shot and it is filled with subtle motifs. It’s the type of video that demands multiple viewings, as new patterns emerge with every watch and visual links become clearer. Dee Shin’s video feels dreamlike and magical and it marks her out as a real talent to watch."

sebenernya thefoxisblack lagi ngomongin video dia yang buat patrick watson - blackwind (such a beautiful sound susah banget cari streamingannya):


tapi videonya cuma available di vimeo dan ina nge-ban vimeo....jadi ya, gitu.
but it still represents how i feel about her works. it's magical and mesmerizing, with layery message i cannot take my eyes off of. bewitching. semua videonya got me ngelamun all day.
sukasukasuka ga artifisial

it's her

ci i love u ci

brief brief brief

[quick guide through the Q]
what i mean with words


1. No header

that babyblue-boxed part is supposed to be the blog title. featuring a quote from a book i am currently reading

2. hand-picked clocks

nothing but my fetish of matching radars to the said countries
u know. if i have to pick.

3. post footer

 

 c'etait for the time i wrote the post, commentaire for you to comment.

4. archives

 navigation to the blog's posts

5. photospace! just because

 it was supposed to show real-time direct preview of my instafeeds, idk why it doesnt work :( will be fixed..........or not.
im a lazyass busy colleger

6. goldrooms

my pick of treasure-like sites
never got back from there uninspired

7. well...i just have to.

 
growing list of intriguing artworks...like how can i not???

8. excites

my current interest.
for now, it's pasar seni itb 2014's vids.
or itb kids' vids in general

tiny little book of tiny stories